Well I guess I had better try and stick with my job, because I just learned that I'll be needing my vacation during the week of July 15-20 of next year, because.....Exodus will be having it's conference that week in Asheville, NC, which is like, sixty miles or so from where I have family in Tennessee. So I will have the perfect cover!!! I know, it shouldn't have to be done like this, especially at my age, but I can't let my family know, because it would cause way too many problems, and I'm just not able to deal with it yet.
Now seeing how this is still a year away, I need to do some serious praying, as well as some saving, so that if God be willing, then I'll have the means to do it. And I also hope that it would work out so that I would get to spend a lot of time with all of you, because you see, when I was with Danny, Jonathan and TM, I realized some things, I realized that I could be myself around them, and they accepted me, and I also realized that despite our common "problem", I never felt safer around anyone before. There really wasn't any feelings of awkwardness, or temptation, and it was wonderful!!! To me it really was like being around my brothers and sister, and I'll always love each of you for that!!! Oh, and I've also decided that if I should ever tie the knot, I want each of you to be there, and I hope that Danny and Jonathan, along with gdoubled (yes, he's still around and doing quite well) would be willing to stand with me on that day.
It's funny how life turns out. I mean, if I hadn't found myself caught up in this whole SSA thing, then I might not have ever know any of you. Do I wish that I had never had those feelings? Of course, but on the other hand, I wouldn't trade my friendship with each of you for anything. Let's face it, people like us, if I do say so myself, are far more interesting then most people!!!
Well, that's all I have for now. I have to be leaving in about twenty minutes for my small group gathering, where I'll talking about all of you and showing off my pictures. I'll have to show you what I did with some of them sometime.
Love Always,
-Richard.
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