May 30, 2011

• Hi Everyone...

  To those of you that might care, I say hello, I promise I haven't forgotten any of you.

   

  This morning I learned of something that well, frankly, I'm surprised it took this long to finally happen. I found out that Jennifer Freer, the one I was once certain, was The One, is engaged to be married, the date is September 30th in Erie, PA. And yes, the groom-to-be is the mailman.

   

  The other night, for reasons I will never know, I had a dream that I was visiting friends in Pennsylvania. They lived out where they had a barn and some property. They had a number of other friends there, and as it turned out, the neighbors were having a gathering too. Well, one of the neighbor's guests just happened to be Jennifer! It took all I had inside to get my nerve up to go up to her and introduce myself for the "first time". Once she figured out who I was she went all snooty on my and tried to walk away quickly.

   

  Perhaps it was for the best.

   

  You would think that after almost five years, or a half of a decade, that I would have gotten over her, but I guess some things are just hard to let go of, especially when they meant so much.

   

  Maybe this wouldn't have been so bad if it weren't for the fact that all my closest friends have gotten married and started families, and basically have moved on with life, while I have remained behind wondering about what could have been...

   

  I think a vacation would do me good, can't wait till I can pack up my old Buick and take off somewhere, anywhere but here, and just relax

   

  I hope all of you are well.

   

  Love,

  -Richard.

  • 8:29 pm
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